<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100</id><updated>2012-01-05T15:52:49.980-06:00</updated><title type='text'>From Behind a Cloud</title><subtitle type='html'>"God owns heaven but He craves the earth." -Anne Sexton</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>29</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-7807509023524785719</id><published>2010-06-16T19:54:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-06-16T19:54:01.848-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Top of the Bottom</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;she is hanging onto the top of the bottom&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;suspended above flourishing strands of bubbles&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;this place is a dream-like whisper of reality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;and she has it all to herself&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;She sees cascades of monotony above&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;and a strong light below, flickering, as if inviting her to leave this&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;sanctuary&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;this is what she's been waiting for&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;finally, with one last wink&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;she drifts to the bottom of the bottom&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Georgia, 'Georgia Ref', 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 25px;"&gt;never to return&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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Bottom'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-6594174710417435354</id><published>2010-04-24T09:44:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-04-24T09:44:59.907-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Sunlit Fantasies</title><content type='html'>A Truthful Path&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For many years now&lt;br /&gt;I have walked the golden path&lt;br /&gt;Some say it leads to justice&lt;br /&gt;Others claim it ends in a waving flag of freedom&lt;br /&gt;But, who cares about the result anyway?&lt;br /&gt;I do it for the journey, because the path speaks to me&lt;br /&gt;The colorful, understanding bricks pull me out of a life of concrete grey&lt;br /&gt;As sweat glistens on my chin&lt;br /&gt;and the sun casts yellow puffs of light&lt;br /&gt;the road winks up at me&lt;br /&gt;recalling my fantasy to life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Note&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You crept up to me&lt;br /&gt;I placed the note in your hand&lt;br /&gt;Its secret fluttered&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-6594174710417435354?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/6594174710417435354/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=6594174710417435354&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6594174710417435354'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6594174710417435354'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/04/sunlit-fantasies.html' title='Sunlit Fantasies'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-2537468111450986944</id><published>2010-04-17T20:08:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-04-17T20:08:25.585-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Four Haikus Describing My Heart</title><content type='html'>An Honest Truth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my honest mind&lt;br /&gt;We're all the same walks of life&lt;br /&gt;But my heart has eyes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wanderer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a runaway&lt;br /&gt;I wander to meet my fate&lt;br /&gt;My heart drags behind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love's Burden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a soft mother&lt;br /&gt;My heart is too great, too full&lt;br /&gt;My love is heavy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm Here, I'm There&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a silver moon&lt;br /&gt;I float across the dark sky&lt;br /&gt;Always watching you&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-2537468111450986944?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/2537468111450986944/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=2537468111450986944&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/2537468111450986944'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/2537468111450986944'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/04/four-haikus-describing-my-heart.html' title='Four Haikus Describing My Heart'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-863227878621492452</id><published>2010-04-12T19:57:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-04-12T19:57:20.213-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Comforts of Love</title><content type='html'>The Forgotten Core&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am the core of your apple&lt;br /&gt;the heart of your fruit&lt;br /&gt;the key to your soul&lt;br /&gt;the strength of your root&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Too often I am lost&lt;br /&gt;among sugary fires&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes I feel stuck&lt;br /&gt;overcome by delicious liars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You used to hold me&lt;br /&gt;so close to your skin&lt;br /&gt;You loved my cold seeds&lt;br /&gt;and admired my tart grin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If your core is forgotten&lt;br /&gt;then where is your heart?&lt;br /&gt;You shouldn't depend on me&lt;br /&gt;Just do your part&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Seasoned Soul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sipping warm teacups&lt;br /&gt;around tall gold flames&lt;br /&gt;reading our journals&lt;br /&gt;remembering names&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Recalling those times&lt;br /&gt;and longing for more&lt;br /&gt;Watching the raindrops&lt;br /&gt;drip down our soft cores&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You give me a tap&lt;br /&gt;I kiss your sweet hair&lt;br /&gt;I still long for more&lt;br /&gt;But I'd never dare&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your tears wet my skin&lt;br /&gt;My hands warm your face&lt;br /&gt;I'm glad you'll let me&lt;br /&gt;move at my own pace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As I unwrap lace&lt;br /&gt;and folds of old silk&lt;br /&gt;Your hair rushes by&lt;br /&gt;and smells of fresh milk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your hands caress mine&lt;br /&gt;My tongue turns to mush&lt;br /&gt;And on your soft bed&lt;br /&gt;our hearts start to push&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They push for more love&lt;br /&gt;and dream of old times&lt;br /&gt;and here they are now&lt;br /&gt;creating new rhymes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You love mildly&lt;br /&gt;I play the lead role&lt;br /&gt;And now, once again,&lt;br /&gt;I season your soul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Tray of Tea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The cup holds small hopes&lt;br /&gt;In the pot, old memories&lt;br /&gt;Now add some sweet love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I Held You Close&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My lovely, my sweet&lt;br /&gt;I held you, you kissed my heart&lt;br /&gt;Where did our love go?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-863227878621492452?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/863227878621492452/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=863227878621492452&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/863227878621492452'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/863227878621492452'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/04/comforts-of-love.html' title='The Comforts of Love'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-4420207263015913772</id><published>2010-04-05T22:01:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-04-05T22:01:36.711-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Freshen the Old</title><content type='html'>A Dusty Box&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Layers of aging&lt;br /&gt;I haven't touched you in years&lt;br /&gt;Let's embrace again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Traces of Lust&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I found an old kiss&lt;br /&gt;Now, it is tasteless and dry&lt;br /&gt;Some lust must go on&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-4420207263015913772?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/4420207263015913772/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=4420207263015913772&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/4420207263015913772'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/4420207263015913772'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/04/freshen-old.html' title='Freshen the Old'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-4099632312221178631</id><published>2010-04-01T20:23:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-04-01T20:23:02.331-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Poetically Uninspired</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: times; font-style: italic;"&gt;We live in illusion and the appearance of things. There is a reality. We are that reality. When you understand this, you see that you are nothing, and being nothing, you are everything. That is all.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: times; font-style: italic;"&gt;-Buddhist Quote&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: times; font-style: italic;"&gt;--&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: times;"&gt;I am currently uninspired to write. I'm reading famous quotes and poems for now. I hope this block will end soon D:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-4099632312221178631?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/4099632312221178631/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=4099632312221178631&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/4099632312221178631'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/4099632312221178631'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/04/poetically-uninspired.html' title='Poetically Uninspired'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-7715341458291205788</id><published>2010-03-29T20:39:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-03-30T19:52:20.116-05:00</updated><title type='text'>When Memories Collide</title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Tasting the Sea&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Bending over halfway&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Eyes shut softly&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Mouth quietly at ease&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Swiftly capturing the breeze&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;And smelling the sea&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Do you taste it now?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Lips quivering, tongue shivering&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;In salty recognition&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Paris&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Sweet breath pulled me in&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Your hands made my body dance&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Remember Paris?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Paris Dress&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Folds of pale pink silk&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Bodice adorned with roses&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;Remember Paris?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;I Cry&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;For every lost soul&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;For every fallen angel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNoSpacing"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;For what will become&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-7715341458291205788?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/7715341458291205788/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=7715341458291205788&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/7715341458291205788'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/7715341458291205788'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/03/when-memories-collide.html' title='When Memories Collide'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-1890835779766984261</id><published>2010-03-12T23:36:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2010-03-13T07:18:27.260-06:00</updated><title type='text'>An Old Beginning</title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Arabic Typesetting'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;My Keyboard&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Arabic Typesetting'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Cold, impersonal&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Arabic Typesetting'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;the keys click as my hands flick&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Arabic Typesetting'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Poetic failure&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Arabic Typesetting'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;~~~&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'ParkAvenue BT'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;My Notebook&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'ParkAvenue BT'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Warm and welcoming&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'ParkAvenue BT'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Fresh pages stick together&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="border-bottom: solid windowtext 3.0pt; border: none; mso-border-bottom-alt: wave windowtext 3.0pt; mso-element: para-border-div; padding: 0in 0in 0in 0in;"&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="border: none; mso-border-bottom-alt: wave windowtext 3.0pt; mso-padding-alt: 0in 0in 0in 0in; padding: 0in; tab-stops: right 6.5in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'ParkAvenue BT'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Win for poetry&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'ParkAvenue BT'; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif;"&gt;Lost intentions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;She kneels unfeelingly on the worn leather cushion&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Silently repeating the usual drone of meaningless syllables&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Reliving the ancient stories in her mind&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Recalling verses, words of wisdom, and other lies&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;You would think that she’d be the last to question her ways&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Our ways--The traditions we share, the lines we hum so appropriately&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Yet, in our poor girl’s head&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Empty words crash into pointless periods&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Tales once read with enthusiasm and curiosity&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Roll down the folds of her pleated skirt&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;and sink into the reject pile&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;She’s not abandoning our beliefs, exactly&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;Just questioning, thoroughly questioning&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;The Lord’s flame once sparked in her for a reason&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;But as time dragged on, so did the lines in her face&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;And the cracks in her hands&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;And the despair in her heart&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;The intention was there once before&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;She had the power to live, love, and believe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;I saw it with my own two eyes, smelled it with my quiet nose&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 18px;"&gt;The intentions loosely coiled themselves around her pain&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;They whispered to her softly -- begged for her to return&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"&gt;But her agony thrashed and struggled and eventually&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"&gt;the intentions began to&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Iskoola Pota', serif;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"&gt;d &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; i &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; s &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; a &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; p &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; p &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; e &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; a &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; r&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-1890835779766984261?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/1890835779766984261/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=1890835779766984261&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/1890835779766984261'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/1890835779766984261'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/03/old-beginning.html' title='An Old Beginning'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-4405024760051121738</id><published>2010-01-27T17:10:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2010-01-27T17:10:28.564-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Life is a Wonder</title><content type='html'>Mixed Feelings&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel happy when I cry&lt;br /&gt;and somber when the sun makes wet puddles on my cheeks&lt;br /&gt;I'm consumed with guilt&lt;br /&gt;when God takes pity on me and finally forgives&lt;br /&gt;Last night a dear friend passed on&lt;br /&gt;I laughed devilishly in that dank corner of my mind&lt;br /&gt;When my mother scolds me&lt;br /&gt;selfish pride leaks out of my eyes&lt;br /&gt;and I mock her&lt;br /&gt;The last, and only, time I was free from it all&lt;br /&gt;I felt more trapped than ever&lt;br /&gt;I have a mind brimming with opposites&lt;br /&gt;But with so many things to feel&lt;br /&gt;How can I avoid being a contradiction?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Prediction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A strange prediction has been haunting me for some time now.&lt;br /&gt;I am guessing, merely guessing, but my idea has a chance.&lt;br /&gt;Imagine this...&lt;br /&gt;You are lounging on a park bench&lt;br /&gt;appearing to be fully absorbed in your dry, crinkled newspaper&lt;br /&gt;atop a lonely wrought-iron bench&lt;br /&gt;in the center of the country.&lt;br /&gt;You are thinking about someone.&lt;br /&gt;So, in turn, isn't someone thinking about you?&lt;br /&gt;In fact...&lt;br /&gt;Someone is lying face-up&lt;br /&gt;seemingly asleep, eyes closed, hands folded&lt;br /&gt;on top of a hand-knit blanket (from his mother, of course)&lt;br /&gt;in the center of the world.&lt;br /&gt;He is, in fact, thinking about someone&lt;br /&gt;And that someone, of course, is you.&lt;br /&gt;God has funny ways of bringing us together.&lt;br /&gt;This, perhaps, is the strangest of them all.&lt;br /&gt;I humbly predict&lt;br /&gt;That as you imagined your (special) someone&lt;br /&gt;whispering three wondrous words into your ear&lt;br /&gt;in that silky voice&lt;br /&gt;And as that (special) someone&lt;br /&gt;relived your curly brunette hair&lt;br /&gt;bouncing in the sunlight&lt;br /&gt;and your smirk of a smile (his image was so accurate, it's haunting)&lt;br /&gt;You and your (special) someone knew&lt;br /&gt;you just knew it was true...&lt;br /&gt;It's like parts of your minds switched places&lt;br /&gt;in the most wonderful way&lt;br /&gt;You knew he was dreaming of you&lt;br /&gt;And he knew you were missing him&lt;br /&gt;Hopefully, my prediction shows the truth&lt;br /&gt;Has love has conquered science after all?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Slice of Bread (a double haiku)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All that you asked for&lt;br /&gt;was a single slice of bread&lt;br /&gt;Why not the whole loaf?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please, ma'am, take it all!&lt;br /&gt;I don't need it anyway&lt;br /&gt;Please enjoy this bread&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-4405024760051121738?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/4405024760051121738/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=4405024760051121738&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/4405024760051121738'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/4405024760051121738'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/01/life-is-wonder.html' title='Life is a Wonder'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-7317106693217888892</id><published>2010-01-19T17:17:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2010-01-23T21:55:21.242-06:00</updated><title type='text'>The Water Will Wait</title><content type='html'>My Dearest Fool,&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;You're stuck in between the water and the fire.&lt;br /&gt;Will you abandon your post?&lt;br /&gt;Or will you weather the storm&lt;br /&gt;and allow your saltiness to blend with the sweet rain?&lt;br /&gt;One way and icy water warms your wasted chest&lt;br /&gt;The other and white-hot flames lick your heart and fiercely frame your face.&lt;br /&gt;Which road will illuminate for you?&lt;br /&gt;Know much I do not,&lt;br /&gt;But the opinion I surely keep&lt;br /&gt;will not tame the fire, nor spray the water.&lt;br /&gt;All you need to know&lt;br /&gt;as the flames welcome you with with orange eyes&lt;br /&gt;is that my waters will always part for you.&lt;br /&gt;Have faith, my love--I'll be waiting.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Love From my Deepest Ocean, &lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Your Faithful Soldier&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My Heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My heart is like stone&lt;br /&gt;Touch it, you will feel alone&lt;br /&gt;This heart has no love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just An Oatmeal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Little bowl of mush&lt;br /&gt;Who stole your sweetness, your love&lt;br /&gt;and made you so bland?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Little Lily&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sad little flower&lt;br /&gt;Who brought tears to your petals?&lt;br /&gt;Where is your true love?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-7317106693217888892?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/7317106693217888892/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=7317106693217888892&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/7317106693217888892'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/7317106693217888892'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/01/water-will-wait.html' title='The Water Will Wait'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-3983394564492917223</id><published>2010-01-06T21:08:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2010-01-06T21:10:52.291-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Midnight Fantasies</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;Our Faithful Mother &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;lying on the cool, prickly grass&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;analyzing a pattern in every cluster of stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;the stars are nice, but not beautiful&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;my mind wanders to a pretty place&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;nicer than stars and clouds and dreams&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;he is there, and she is there, and I am there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;resting together in my mind's deepest fantasy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;the twilight breeze tickles my face&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;and I reluctantly slip out of the serene coma&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;my eyes are forced open by an illumination from the sky&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;and the tiny, blank space in the corner of my heart changes colors&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;our round, white mother hangs faithfully amidst the shallow lights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;the moon, &lt;i&gt;our &lt;/i&gt;moon, outshines every star&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;no mother is as large, plain, or distant&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;but &lt;i&gt;our &lt;/i&gt;moon knows neither size, beauty nor space&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;~she loves us unconditionally, and admires our every face~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;A Place (my sad attempt at a haiku)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;I know of a place&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;Where fantasies come alive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;Soon, I will be there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="background-color: black; color: white;"&gt;(Hahaha. Wow, my haiku is awful. Why won't I just remove it? That little voice is telling me not to...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-3983394564492917223?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/3983394564492917223/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=3983394564492917223&amp;isPopup=true' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3983394564492917223'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3983394564492917223'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2010/01/midnight-fantasies.html' title='Midnight Fantasies'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-3743762478573345377</id><published>2009-12-21T11:55:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2009-12-21T11:55:32.648-06:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Imagine That&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Perhaps every red rose withered and died.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;would love’s dancing garden still blossom in the spring?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Perhaps all mothers were selfish and cruel.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Would deer be as gentle? Children as sweet?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Perhaps every note of music mysteriously disappeared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Would the rhythm of our hearts be flat, tired, and dry?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Perhaps every color was the same shade of grey.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Would paperclips and concrete be as thrilling as rainbows?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;This world lets us wonder, speculate, and guess&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;For&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;we stand in front of a half-open door&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Holding a half-written book&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Under the half-lit sky&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Counting our lucky stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;because no amount of “what if’ing” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Can imagine this world away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-3743762478573345377?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/3743762478573345377/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=3743762478573345377&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3743762478573345377'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3743762478573345377'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/12/imagine-that-perhaps-every-red-rose.html' title=''/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-477978223293027387</id><published>2009-12-09T22:16:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2009-12-14T23:07:48.235-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Touch, Taste, Smell, Breathe</title><content type='html'>The Essence of Love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If love had a taste&lt;br /&gt;a soft, smooth melody&lt;br /&gt;it would drip down my jagged throat&lt;br /&gt;and spread its sickening sweetness&lt;br /&gt;through each throbbing vein&lt;br /&gt;in my damaged excuse for a body&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If love had a sound&lt;br /&gt;a harmony of heavenly voices&lt;br /&gt;pleasing the ears of the thirsty&lt;br /&gt;burning the souls of the afflicted&lt;br /&gt;and surprising the minds of the unaffected&lt;br /&gt;whose hearts have yet to sing along to the tune that never tires&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If love had a smell&lt;br /&gt;blooming pink roses emitting their godly fragrance&lt;br /&gt;would be diminished to simple, everyday things&lt;br /&gt;for the smell of love is too powerful to breathe&lt;br /&gt;and too elusive to smell&lt;br /&gt;if only our hearts could bottle the scent forever&lt;br /&gt;to be guarded by our internal chambers &lt;br /&gt;overflowing with our painful memories&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another sense&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If love had a taste, a smell, or a sound&lt;br /&gt;would it not be easy to find?&lt;br /&gt;effortless to track down?&lt;br /&gt;if the essence of love is so decidedly beautiful&lt;br /&gt;why is it so lost?&lt;br /&gt;most are unlucky in love; others find a way&lt;br /&gt;the fortunate are born with the ability to love unconditionally&lt;br /&gt;while&amp;nbsp;the cursed lack this sense&lt;br /&gt;to the afflicted,&amp;nbsp;love seems like some sort of magic&lt;br /&gt;but the capable do not know what they posess&lt;br /&gt;it is power to them&lt;br /&gt;extra control over their miserable peers&lt;br /&gt;love in the wrong hands is meaningless, selfish, unreal&lt;br /&gt;but love is never placed into the hands of the worthy&lt;br /&gt;it remains a dream to all people&lt;br /&gt;a mysterious labyrinth hinting at eternal pleasure &lt;br /&gt;it is a game to those who were chosen&lt;br /&gt;and a battle to those who are worthy&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-477978223293027387?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/477978223293027387/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=477978223293027387&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/477978223293027387'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/477978223293027387'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/12/touch-taste-smell-breathe.html' title='Touch, Taste, Smell, Breathe'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-1676982716729603339</id><published>2009-11-25T23:08:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:08:42.480-06:00</updated><title type='text'>What is Romance?</title><content type='html'>Unlucky in Love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stuck in the middle of shame and fear&lt;br /&gt;never really knowing &lt;br /&gt;when the mockingbirds will bust out in their famous melodies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sing to the future, drink to the past&lt;br /&gt;shakes to the strangers, guns to the lovers&lt;br /&gt;but, please, pull the trigger on yourself&lt;br /&gt;those sickly-sweet birds were enough to pin me down&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still suspended between life and love&lt;br /&gt;which shall be the death of me?&lt;br /&gt;neither ~ hand over the gun&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nearly Expected&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I could see it coming&lt;br /&gt;quickly approaching -- unfaltering in its path&lt;br /&gt;maybe your blindness masked our fate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but a small corner of my mind&lt;br /&gt;watched the inevitable spread its cotton-laced wings&lt;br /&gt;and perch regally on our windowsill&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our minds screamed in unison, "Shoo! Go away!"&lt;br /&gt;but our miserable hearts welcomed its deceiving embrace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The winged demon only sang soothing lullabies&lt;br /&gt;our hearts danced in sweet harmony until the rise of the stars&lt;br /&gt;smooth sheets of living skin warmed under its tender touch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But when the stars burned into hateful ashes beneath the sill&lt;br /&gt;and our bright, knowing lady drifted into the sea&lt;br /&gt;those wings were smothered by flames of guilt - our incurable disease&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And our passion fell backward&lt;br /&gt;faded into the sky of the blackest night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~you could say I saw this coming~&lt;br /&gt;but that would be a lie&lt;br /&gt;all my clouded eyes could see was romance&lt;br /&gt;and you gave all but that&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-1676982716729603339?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-814842060773870443</id><published>2009-11-21T22:09:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-21T22:09:06.417-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Looking Back</title><content type='html'>A Quiet Touch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your feeble touch ignites my mind&lt;br /&gt;as the steady rhythm of your pounding heart&lt;br /&gt;drowns my heart in simple ecstasy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the traces of your sweat-streaked palm&lt;br /&gt;leave marks upon my swelling heart&lt;br /&gt;I am lost in a sea of unspoken words&lt;br /&gt;a twisted labyrinth of lives once lived&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the suspense -- how it kills me&lt;br /&gt;you mouth what my ears yearn to hear&lt;br /&gt;and say what my heart wants to feel &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;waiting for the answer, time disappears&lt;br /&gt;just for a moment, my mind slips away&lt;br /&gt;reliving dreams once dreamt&lt;br /&gt;as the words never spoken&lt;br /&gt;are set free at last&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as my words sink into your rain-dampened skin &lt;br /&gt;the past becomes the present -- time is a meaningless memory&lt;br /&gt;your feathered wings take hold of me&lt;br /&gt;and the moment is ours forever&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Out the Window&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;out the window goes my thoughts, your dreams, his life&lt;br /&gt;the frosted glass alters our perception, feeds our minds, forgives our memories&lt;br /&gt;we forget about it, dwell on it, and waste it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;still, out the window everything goes&lt;br /&gt;inevitable, but expected&lt;br /&gt;through the window the past is meaningless, the present fruitless, the future groundless&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yet here we perch&lt;br /&gt;day after day&lt;br /&gt;looking out the window&lt;br /&gt;when nothing has changed&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-814842060773870443?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/814842060773870443/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=814842060773870443&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/814842060773870443'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/814842060773870443'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/11/looking-back.html' title='Looking Back'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-9021099269855224595</id><published>2009-11-15T23:23:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-15T23:27:53.272-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Put on Hold</title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Someplace In Between&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Death has put me on hold&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;My soul is floating in an empty wasteland&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Somewhere between darkness and light&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;My wasted heart feels the clouds creep past&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;As the underworld singes my delicate exterior&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;The angels call my name – voices like sweet, floral honey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;As handsome demons tempt me from below&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;My body remains suspended in another twisted dimension&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Maimed, torn, shredded to the bone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;The scars and dark shadows remain – every freckle leapt away&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;With the crack of a bloody knuckle, all is lost&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;My soul echoes in this barren cave of solitude&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;I sense your perfect face between the smoky haze&amp;nbsp;and the scattered pools of light&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;A weathered palm extends gracefully – past the fog and the dust&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;And warms &amp;nbsp;my tainted soul&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;With a soothing embrace&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Your slender fingers propel me off of this cliff&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Of self-destruction and despair&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;And into the river where untold dreams linger&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;Eternally unanswered&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;For a wish unspoken is a dove forever caged&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;And a soul without requests is a mind never made&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;A heart without a beat is a fire never kindled&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"&gt;And life&amp;nbsp;without love is the sea without ripples&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-9021099269855224595?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-3958546039309162385</id><published>2009-11-14T20:40:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-14T20:40:02.023-06:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Here Comes the Sun&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your warmth radiates&lt;br /&gt;from behind a curtained window&lt;br /&gt;your golden aura invites me in&lt;br /&gt;as your powerful rays drive me away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Too close -- my world is illuminated by 1,000 scorching flames&lt;br /&gt;I am blinded by fervent desire&lt;br /&gt;to step under the light of your shimmering fountain&lt;br /&gt;I long to be wrapped in this blanket of satisfaction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Conceal the scars slashed in my chest&lt;br /&gt;heal my expanding wounds with your glowing solace&lt;br /&gt;wrap your burning fingers&lt;br /&gt;around the remains of my shattered heart&lt;br /&gt;piece the ashy fragments back together&lt;br /&gt;and embrace me until I'm numb&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-3958546039309162385?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/3958546039309162385/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=3958546039309162385&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3958546039309162385'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3958546039309162385'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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ring&lt;br /&gt;step out of the marble Font&lt;br /&gt;toss your garments to the fire&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let your glimmering robe clash with the responsive flames&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Purity then is knowledge now&lt;br /&gt;your wisdom permits&lt;br /&gt;this committal of sin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the transformation finalizes&lt;br /&gt;cautious eyes glance back&lt;br /&gt;a moment's uncertainty clouds your vision&lt;br /&gt;but your definitive exhale confirms this sacred decision&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~a virgin lost is born again&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-5718080826745921712?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/5718080826745921712/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=5718080826745921712&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/5718080826745921712'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/5718080826745921712'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/11/virgin-lost-virgin-lost-is-mortal.html' title=''/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-6274755951467566074</id><published>2009-11-07T23:06:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-07T23:06:42.222-06:00</updated><title type='text'>The Darkest Hour</title><content type='html'>Take the Pain Away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hopeless guilt swallows my soul&lt;br /&gt;sucks away my remaining breath&lt;br /&gt;now i have one thing left&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;shards of broken mirrors reflect our tangled&amp;nbsp; past&lt;br /&gt;grab a piece and thrust it through my sinking heart&lt;br /&gt;it's all that's left of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i bleed out the pain&lt;br /&gt;but it never goes away&lt;br /&gt;just collects in a useless puddle of shame and regret&lt;br /&gt;eternally mocking my foolish acts of years past&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my heart is sprawled out like a dying rose&lt;br /&gt;as I arrange the petals into place &lt;br /&gt;you pluck them away from my withered hand&lt;br /&gt;take my soul -- but leave my heart to die&lt;br /&gt;for love is unknown to the human mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's an elusive ghost&lt;br /&gt;a mass of sorrow alongside a gleaming sliver of passion&lt;br /&gt;only the suckers love -- only the worthy &lt;i&gt;are loved&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Burning&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tear me up inside, slash my burning veins&lt;br /&gt;stab my pulsing heart -- love will always fade&lt;br /&gt;secrets are never lost,&amp;nbsp; forever remembered&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;don't waste your life being a "good friend"&lt;br /&gt;for love is a selfish thing&lt;br /&gt;enjoyed by one, never two&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love is a filthy deception&lt;br /&gt;tempts us, tricks us, burns us&lt;br /&gt;the apple of pleasure never fails to indulge a sucker's credulous heart&lt;br /&gt;the wise win the prize, the foolish are left to die&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all alone in a bottomless abyss&lt;br /&gt;no savior awaits in billowing grace&lt;br /&gt;life is an intimacy, love is a lie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;little girl, little girl&lt;br /&gt;don't you cry&lt;br /&gt;mommy will stop the burning&lt;br /&gt;everything will be fine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dab at my bloody wounds, breathe in the toxic fumes&lt;br /&gt;i've captured you under my haunting gaze&lt;br /&gt;sucking the life out of you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mommy, it stings&lt;br /&gt;i'm smoldering under these flames&lt;br /&gt;save me, mommy! save my soul!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you, little one, cannot be saved&lt;br /&gt;for love has captured your worthless mind&lt;br /&gt;and ignited it with your tears&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fade away, little one, fade into the shadows&lt;br /&gt;join the suckers lurking hell's hottest depths&lt;br /&gt;orange flames light up scorched remains&lt;br /&gt;highlighting your crucial mistakes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the burning, the burning!&lt;br /&gt;i hear a stifled cry&lt;br /&gt;little one, you're gone&lt;br /&gt;your ignorance punished you&lt;br /&gt;i'm closing my fiery tentacles around your pasty throat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from a distance mommy chuckles to herself&lt;br /&gt;what a stupid child she had created&lt;br /&gt;thank god she's gone -- now she is free&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-6274755951467566074?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/6274755951467566074/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=6274755951467566074&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6274755951467566074'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6274755951467566074'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/11/darkest-hour.html' title='The Darkest Hour'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-6609365727485393992</id><published>2009-11-03T23:16:00.015-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-03T23:57:49.786-06:00</updated><title type='text'>One Moment's Thrill</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;hold up the mirror&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;and find what has become of you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;past the cracked shards of reflective glass&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;and dark stains from lives lived&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;empty tuft of feathery dust&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;aimlessly floating -- but you have faith&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;"I will find a home, my name will be known"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;I shall whisper the ancient angels' secret to your tarnished soul&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;look back -- don't speak&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;though your lip trembles with unspoken words&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;thoughts never said&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;Though my feeling never felt remain packed away&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;stuffed with tissue from lost memories&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;the shattered glass from your broken soul&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;grinds away at my throbbing heart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;though your mind charmed away&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;and dug holes in my flesh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;your only motive was to search for the kill&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;small scratches only mar the surface&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;your lacerations failed to dent my interior&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;my perforated heart beats with the thrill of my future&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;your heart is lost -- drifting down a bottomless pit that is your blackened soul&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;never to return&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;for this is why you stay so cold -- never growing, never changing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;those who seek a moment's thrill&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;face the fate of infinite affliction&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;and those who walk the path of gold&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;stoll through the meadows of an unblemished soul&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Georgia,&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;,serif;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-6609365727485393992?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/6609365727485393992/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=6609365727485393992&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6609365727485393992'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6609365727485393992'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/11/one-moment.html' title='One Moment&apos;s Thrill'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-8173886988717896705</id><published>2009-11-02T18:59:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2009-11-02T18:59:51.897-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Your Uniqueness Backstabs You</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Look me in the face and tell me you're insane&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;you self-loathing, obsessive compulsive freak&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;hold your breath, take a walk in my shoes&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;you are you, as I am I&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;one crucial barrier?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;your uniqueness backstabs you&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Alike in form and soul&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;minds like ticking clocks&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;buzz me when the timer goes off&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;give me the impression&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;that I need your attention&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Moving closer and closer--two syllables of this life&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;surprise me, I beg you&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;the ship's route fails to change&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;tie your sails with my reins&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;calm the thrashing waves&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;I open the letter with trembling hands&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;what's the verdict? I'm dying to know&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;I'm overruled--but how?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;where lie our pulsing veins&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;that keep it alive?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;lost forever, my dear&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;gone for good, I fear&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;When all is lost, where do you turn?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;although the scars from broken dreams cloud our minds&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;and shadow our future&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;the leaves will still turn&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;and the winds will change minds&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;what was lost is lost forever&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;but our souls remain intact--connected still&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Our uniqueness backstabbed us&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;i&gt; &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-8173886988717896705?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/8173886988717896705/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=8173886988717896705&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/8173886988717896705'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/8173886988717896705'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/11/your-uniqueness-backstabs-you.html' title='Your Uniqueness Backstabs You'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-3037833591997063936</id><published>2009-10-18T21:39:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-18T21:39:43.199-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Te Amo</title><content type='html'>Speaking the Unspeakable &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It flows out of his lips so smoothly, so nonchalantly&lt;br /&gt;has he any idea the meaning of these sacred words?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everytime his mouth takes this form&lt;br /&gt;one is pulled into comforting arms&lt;br /&gt;while another slips into an abyss of eternal despair&lt;br /&gt;and waits&lt;br /&gt;waits for her time to be picked up by these angels&lt;br /&gt;these angels that come so easy to one&lt;br /&gt;yet are so impossible for another&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is so easy for him to make five girls' dream&lt;br /&gt;and break another's&lt;br /&gt;has he any idea what is being provoked?&lt;br /&gt;i think not for his mind is never evil&lt;br /&gt;only naive, inexperienced, bland&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go ahead&lt;br /&gt;trap me, anchor me in&lt;br /&gt;built like stone, i'll never give&lt;br /&gt;because one in six is not my place&lt;br /&gt;break them for all i care&lt;br /&gt;speak the unspoken words without purpose or cause&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;but in the end, i will be the light shining at the end of the tunnel&lt;br /&gt;blinding him, tearing his soul apart&lt;br /&gt;taking pleasure in the desperate game of writhing, sweating, screaming&lt;br /&gt;you asked for it, it was coming all along&lt;br /&gt;i have what i want, and you are left with nothing&lt;br /&gt;that's what happens when you speak the unspoken words&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;Light-Seeker&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;your soul will be lost for kingdom come, never sought, never found&lt;br /&gt;one must be crazy to desire your cold, lifeless, malignant being&lt;br /&gt;which has no meaning, no purpose&lt;br /&gt;it only leaves behind its malicious effect&lt;br /&gt;one has light, the other darkness&lt;br /&gt;the truth-seeker and the sucker&lt;br /&gt;one floating above all, the world rests in the palm of her hand&lt;br /&gt;another sinking, drifting down into a deep hole of depression&lt;br /&gt;it's your turn now, you asked for it&lt;br /&gt;he's gone; those evil syllables shan't be uttered from his flawless mouth&lt;br /&gt;as long as i'm still standing strong, there's nothing you can do to break me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a simple refusal, a constant denial&lt;br /&gt;and look where i am now&lt;br /&gt;above all of you low-lifes&lt;br /&gt;but patience and strong-will only get you so far&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;light-seeker, truth-seeker&lt;br /&gt;speak to me; call my name&lt;br /&gt;crush this wall of mirrors into tiny shreds of my past&lt;br /&gt;help me break free; save me from my inevitable future&lt;br /&gt;because everyone knows, no one can survive alone&lt;br /&gt;when the only choice is one-of-six; RUN&lt;br /&gt;i can't give in, i musn't&lt;br /&gt;he's calling for me; never believe it, never follow&lt;br /&gt;lead, always lead&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm slipping, falling through this open door&lt;br /&gt;better to die alone than live a lie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because of you&lt;br /&gt;one is free, five are broken&lt;br /&gt;a peaceful dove flutters over these cracked olive branches&lt;br /&gt;never picking up, just leaving them&lt;br /&gt;to wither, die, and fade&lt;br /&gt;into the past, as he has&lt;br /&gt;as he has melted into the darkness&lt;br /&gt;never to be spoken of, only remembered silently&lt;br /&gt;with fear, with sadness, with grief&lt;br /&gt;he was only a facade; a false warning of the inevitable&lt;br /&gt;death's what you make it, life's just a joke&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Save yourself&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-3037833591997063936?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/3037833591997063936/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=3037833591997063936&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3037833591997063936'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/3037833591997063936'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/10/te-amo.html' title='Te Amo'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-1802140234311078474</id><published>2009-10-12T18:36:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-12T18:36:31.401-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Twisted Emotions</title><content type='html'>Silence&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silence can be hurtful, deceiving, cumbersome&lt;br /&gt;stare at your shoes&lt;br /&gt;and i'll stare at mine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we both wonder, meditate, speculate&lt;br /&gt;how does she feel about me?&lt;br /&gt;does he like me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you are spiteful, poisonous, caustic&lt;br /&gt;while the holes you created in me swell with hatred&lt;br /&gt;you are a schemer, manipulating my mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;behind me radiating dishonesty, deceit, duplicity&lt;br /&gt;force me within the narrow limits of your stealthy gaze&lt;br /&gt;lie all you like, i'll never give in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the truth in you is obvious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Empty&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;empty is but a bandage to mend your broken heart&lt;br /&gt;camouflaging your soul from my delicate mind&lt;br /&gt;keeping it from me, never revealing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you never grasp empty, never touch it&lt;br /&gt;empty is never nothing, always something&lt;br /&gt;it lingers&lt;br /&gt;its essence hesitates, ever hopeful&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;curiosity is empty's closest cousin &lt;br /&gt;we both want more, need to know all&lt;br /&gt;release your grip, liberate your bony grasp&lt;br /&gt;open your soul into my mind&lt;br /&gt;trust me, feel me, know me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;empty is but a threat of your imagination&lt;br /&gt;untwist its fibers, open up to me&lt;br /&gt;together, we are much bigger than empty&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-1802140234311078474?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/1802140234311078474/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=1802140234311078474&amp;isPopup=true' title='2 Comments'/><link 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type='html'>-Stares and Signs-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;your voice pours out&lt;br /&gt;smooth velvet in its purest form&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my eyelashes flutter&lt;br /&gt;with the anxiety of frightened doves&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you turn your vast windows of liquid butterscotch toward me&lt;br /&gt;these penetrative eyes seek the truth in my soul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;your mouth forms a subtle smirk&lt;br /&gt;then your amusement elevates to reveal symmetrical rows of gleaming ivory chiclets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then something happens&lt;br /&gt;a clandestine spark abruptly manifests&lt;br /&gt;and our eyes converse in their own secret language&lt;br /&gt;leaving our minds free to wonder&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Sweet Scents and Nectarines-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your essence draws me in&lt;br /&gt;your musk so inviting, so tempting&lt;br /&gt;Giving me no choice but to give in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a sweet nectarine leads me to wonder&lt;br /&gt;if your scent is so sweet, so satisfying&lt;br /&gt;how hard must your heart be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as the corner of my eye examines your body's every inch&lt;br /&gt;my nose hunts for the aroma&lt;br /&gt;emanating from your wiry torso&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the nectarine flashes through my mind&lt;br /&gt;so elusive i must focus to maintian it&lt;br /&gt;how hard must your heart be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my pupils enlarge with every breath you take&lt;br /&gt;my nostrils flare at your every movement, however slight&lt;br /&gt;your aura sends my head into spirals of insanity, obsession, temporary nirvana&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, why must you grasp the nectarine with such intensity?&lt;br /&gt;set it free...it's holding you back&lt;br /&gt;how hard must your heart be?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-3721268772187431342?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-6371069352159219203</id><published>2009-10-05T21:41:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-05T21:42:38.021-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Claustrophobia</title><content type='html'>I'm stuck&lt;br /&gt;stuffed inside this worthless pit of desolation&lt;br /&gt;that never ends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The smell of sweat&lt;br /&gt;of blood&lt;br /&gt;of piss&lt;br /&gt;overcomes me in fullness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;let me out of here&lt;br /&gt;my own worst nightmare&lt;br /&gt;where fears mingle with my most demented strand of imagination&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;save me&lt;br /&gt;rescue me&lt;br /&gt;tear my from the devil's reeking arms&lt;br /&gt;pull me away from the unavoidable guilt&lt;br /&gt;that i must now face&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's suffocating me&lt;br /&gt;smothering me with tangles of boiled and bruised limbs&lt;br /&gt;pus-infected toxic boughs of torture&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mother mary, set me free&lt;br /&gt;release my soul into the sky&lt;br /&gt;to float among the otherworldly clouds for eternity&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's my time&lt;br /&gt;damn this claustrophobia to hell infinitely&lt;br /&gt;the deed is done&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-6371069352159219203?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/6371069352159219203/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=6371069352159219203&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6371069352159219203'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/6371069352159219203'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/10/claustrophobia.html' title='Claustrophobia'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mvMszd875mo/TKa3EsrUr7I/AAAAAAAAAMo/zucL3nQdSa4/S220/CIMG1235.JPG'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6398204153349291100.post-1235487520721826281</id><published>2009-09-30T17:23:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-09-30T17:23:02.992-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Hands</title><content type='html'>Reach out and hold me&lt;br /&gt;touch me, feel me&lt;br /&gt;with your hands&lt;br /&gt;nothing is too much &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hands like butter&lt;br /&gt;hands like ice&lt;br /&gt;yours are like creased pillows&lt;br /&gt;reach out for me&lt;br /&gt;cradle me for eternity &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need your hands&lt;br /&gt;they make me yours&lt;br /&gt;i'm yours, ONLY me&lt;br /&gt;look into my eyes &lt;br /&gt;and save me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;caress me with your hands&lt;br /&gt;grab my viciously fluttering heart&lt;br /&gt;and run away with me&lt;br /&gt;leap over obstructions blocking our path&lt;br /&gt;it's just me, don't be afraid&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and your hands&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;finally free&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-1235487520721826281?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;or slowly&lt;br /&gt;everything that loves me&lt;br /&gt;and everything that i love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;will slip away&lt;br /&gt;into the depths of uncertainty&lt;br /&gt;and the hollow pits of despair&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;never to be seen&lt;br /&gt;by my ardent eyes&lt;br /&gt;or deprived soul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;come back to me&lt;br /&gt;come back&lt;br /&gt;it's not over yet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;give me&lt;br /&gt;a miracle&lt;br /&gt;feed my thirsty gaze&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-670979464390805608?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/670979464390805608/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=670979464390805608&amp;isPopup=true' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/670979464390805608'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/670979464390805608'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/2009/09/fresh-start.html' title='Expecting a Miracle'/><author><name>Clare</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14082571904480753032</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' 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busy brain?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I better be careful&lt;br /&gt;what I dig for&lt;br /&gt;because&lt;br /&gt;curiousity&lt;br /&gt;killed&lt;br /&gt;the cat&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6398204153349291100-338610842594899361?l=absolutelyclare.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://absolutelyclare.blogspot.com/feeds/338610842594899361/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6398204153349291100&amp;postID=338610842594899361&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/338610842594899361'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6398204153349291100/posts/default/338610842594899361'/><link rel='alternate' 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